20060523

somehow, i just feel like the only friend i have is sarah, because she's the only one i actually trust and feel close to. the others are just like, people i hang out with or talk to.

there's this irritating person talking to me online now, and i don't know who the hell or how on earth she got my email, what a freak. i wish she would stop talking to me, i hate her way of speaking. and i hate people who add other people who they don't even know and then ask "hey who are you", just shows how despo they are. haha:D

oh yup HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOEYHOK hahaha.

sabbatical week is plain boring, i can't wait for holidays to come. why is it that time passes so slowly this week, today's still tuesday only. i totally wish i got into chinese dance instead of boring photoshop.

i can't believe sarah's not going with us on family day! i was so looking forward to that day, omg i'm stuck with all the little kiddies. guess i have to stick with ahmin, stupid sarah, and stupid NJC choir concert, of all schools must invite TKGS choir, and of all days it must be that very day. if not sarah would be able to go with us!

CCA was a disaster, stupid carmen, where are the freaking bar numbers! i can't wait for the day when there's no CCA again.

why do i feel myself falling for you, i can just feel it

lovelovelove-
20060519

if not for my dear mother, who claims to be a 'law-abiding citizen", i would be going to watch da vinci code with my parents in like 2 and a half hours time. i mean, please do they think that secondary school kids are babies or something?

and anyway i look so sixteen:D i would just accidentally-on-purpose not bring my ezlink and say i'm sixteen. they can't do anything, can they.

omg omg i want to watch the da vinci code, stupid NC16 rating, i can't wait to be secfour. i'm like so mature can:D
20060518

all guys are the same, they just two-time you and pretend nothing happened, time and time again. they're all betrayers,

guess why i've got such low self-esteem, it's the fault of all you people out there, just think about it. such big fat insulters, just shut your crap.

one day you're super duper nice to me and the next day you're not, freakinghell.
20060516

REACH FOR THAT SKY 40cm!

would you even glance at me if either of them were there,
20060515

oh god, i just remembered there's a hmp test tmr on romantic period and, omg what. i can't even remember! oh yes, classical period. and i forgot to bring back my hmp books! freaking hell shit, i have no materials to study, fiona please help me you must sit with me tmr!

not like i care about music history! does knowing how mozart/beethoven died benefit me?

why are the people closest to me betraying me once again,
20060511

combined sports meet, was hot and stuffy and tiring. not that i was running but it was really hot, and kind of boring haha. so fiona kimyung and i went into the school to walk around.

anyway, i decided that javelin is so cool, those guys are really wow. the distance they throw is like, omg, haha. the first time i saw the javelin fly, i really mean fly, i thought it wouldn't have a nice landing. i.e poke into the ground. but it did and i was so fascinated haha. then the second time i saw a really nice one i thought the javelin disappeared or already dropped down but then i saw it poke into the ground again. therefore i decided that javelin is really cool. haha:D

plus the npcc's performance was really nice too! including the band and everything. the things they did like spinning an instrument or gun and throwing it into the air and catching it. i mean, it was basically cool. haha using the word cool so many times is so stupid, i don't know why i'm doing it but there's no more word i can use.

i saw that david from my tuition class again, he's such a blurpok he never sees me, or maybe he doesnt ever recognize me. or maybe he just doesn't bother haha. considering how stupid he acts in class. anyway i'm like gonna quit that class soon):

crap, my ear is infected, gross.
20060509

i still remember that night, when you sent me the first message that melted my heart, specially to just say one word goodnight. i wish that moment of happiness will come back to me again.

it was enough to brighten up my day
20060503

i'm happy now! i got two A1s in a row! but actually that's a bad sign, cos' it means i'll start failing the other tests. you know everyone says god is fair. so you get some great things but you get some lousy things.

why is my comp so freaking irritating. it's like, so damned laggy now, not to mention the wireless keeps getting disconnected. there's a good part about this week and next week! NO CCA:D YES! it's one of the best part of life, when there's no cca, you know? hahaha.

i'm so suprised how come someone can get so close to someone just by msn/sms. anyway, i'm wishing for someone to come online to entertain me too. haha.

SAVE THE ANIMALS! you know when you eat shark's fin soup, have you ever thought about how the poor shark had to die just for your enjoyment of less than half an hour? if the shark just was like, killed and taken away or something it wouldn't be so bad, but guess what happens to the poor shark? those cruel humans actually just catch the shark, cut the fin away and then throw the shark into the ocean and let it rot to death. and btw, it's not even dead yet. it has no fin and it's crying in pain, and it cant swim, so it just slowly and painfully sinks to the bottom of the ocean. and plus, it takes a few days to die, and meanwhile crabs are feeding on it. so it dies a slow and painful death.

i mean, not i like i love sharks, i actually hate sharks and i'm scared of them. haha who won't? but these sharks have to die in such a cruel way because people wants to get married! right? what is so nice about shark fin soup, it sucks la. it is SO DISGUSTING. plus its expensive. you pay an expensive price to eat a disgusting bowl of shark fin soup. ridiculous? and btw, let me remind you again that the shark fin that you're eating in that bowl was once of a shark that died painfully.

china people deserve to get all the diseases and die painfully. it's just their retribution for eating all kinds of animals. maybe one day they'll come up with and idea of eating their own species, i.e human. good luck to us then. haha. how can they eat dog? dogs are so cute and harmless! freak them.

my piano teacher's dog is so cute! but it keeps barking at me. nevermind, i'm a stranger to it afterall. haha.